special gift for you

2004-10-28T14:40:00.000+08:00

dar jia you for all ur papers! =) muacks.

2004-10-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey hey.... 4 yrs haf pass le and we are still going strong!!!!
lolz... too excited le... anyway, today as some of u may know, today is dear and my 4 yrs anniversary.... from 2000 to 2004, it maybe short but not easy at all lor...

mutal understanding between 2 parties must be reached, lots of care and concern must also be given, not to mention other impt factors which can pile up to a book size...

skip the theroy part, now the practical...
wad did i give dear dear leh? i go to buy a ring from bits and pieces.
why from there har? cause the stuff sold there are very special and nice, the designs are not plain also not like those normal shops we go to.

actually i wan to buy a pure silver one for her, but i think too common le ba, so i bought one with the black colour one. lolz... design is nice so is the price. the ring size leh, i get it correct, how leh?
sorrie, top secret, cannot tell u all.

wad did dear give me? nothing ba, but its ok, just want to haf a gd night dinner with her and that will be ok le. no joke abt that.
anyway cause due to her exams and today i haf competition, we both agree that we push our celebrations till 24th this month, although it is not the very day, but it sok, just as long as we are together, nothing really matters that much...

lastly, happy anniversary dear, will be waiting for 24th to come... muacks

2004-10-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

counting down 6 days to our "birthdays". i only live when i knew u. =) __lUrVe*__

2004-10-12T01:55:00.000+08:00

haiz... hiaz... haiz... haiz... haiz...
haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz... haiz...

2004-10-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

so lousying rite now wheni am blogging..

when the sky is clear of clouds,
i shall be able to see higher and further....

just wan to tell dear tat
don keep everything to urself ok??
share ur woes with me...
at least i am always here for u
just open ur windows....

god made us to be emotional ba...
so whose fault is it??? us being emotional or god who make us emotional???

2004-10-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

hm...

these few days spent are happy indeed...
friday was like rushing to finish some of the projects tat i haf on hand....
cause really got to rush for it le lor.. haiz.. this is wad hapens when doing it at the last min...
lolz... cause sat going out with dear mah... so got to finish wad i can lor

in the end leh. almost finish one only, some more do until 3 am leh.. so tired sia...
morning woke up around 9 plus.. then rush to dear house le...
we haf brunch together although i wan to have morning dinner with her...
lolz... not my fault hor...

then afternoon like tat i went home to haf dinner with family... we having steamboat ... song sia... also i drink some beer... not bad leh.. drinking some beer while eating steam boat.. lolz... enjoyment man...

i meet dear and ray they all for ktv at orchard tat area... not bad lor... quite fun...
actually suppose to sing until 3 plus de but since ray gf not well, somemore he drove there...
got to mention is tat ray got no driving passport... lolz... then his skills not bad lar.. but if got roadblock leh, i tell u lor.... bb for him sia...

then when we reach dear house, we play gb til quite late.... like 6 am??? crazy lor... but ok lar...
slept till 10 +++??? i think.. hehe... i not pig ok? just tat i tired only...

2004-10-12T01:11:00.001+08:00

i wanted to stay up till super late to finish my work one...
but now i totally don feeling like doing anything....

i completely lose interest in my work now... hiaz...
i feel tta i am so worked up now.. like a bomb going to explode any moment.... haiz....
how come like tat leh, i also don know myslef...

gosh... i think i cried again...
haiz... nighy night ppl...

2004-10-12T01:11:00.000+08:00

2004-10-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

hm...

after so manydays of pondering, i decide to give up on my conquest for bowling le....
between my ca and my cca, i really haf a diff time to decide...

ca although retake, but if got inprove, the new marks will be taken...
bowling, i haf been training for it.... i really don wanna to give it up... but i guess this time i haf to make it a expection...

how i wish i can hug u and cry out loud...
i am really feeling sad inside...
haiz... night ppl

2004-10-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

god oh god...

i am really helpless this time...
i don know wad to do...
tears are running down as i blog this blog...
am i such a failure in relationship?????

haiz... things i do are not going the way i wan them to be....
i try to cheer dear up, but i fail...
i try to understand her but i fail...
i try to make her happy but i fail...
but i won give up...

today, i haf sinned, a bit time i guess...
i seem like make her upset with me...
so badly i think...
tonight i think i will not be able to sleep...
so badly torn up inside....

god, if u are there... give me to will and power to change...

2004-10-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

hm... was toking to dear over msn just now...
not really the gd ba.... i don seem to cheer her up yet...
don know why... always fail major in this subject... so anyone got a gd tutor to recomend???
heheh... i badly need one now...

actually tml going to watch movie one... then i got the check up for NS... so will be finish around 3 ba...
so cant meet her at 12 lor... so suggested meeting her after my check up.. but she say don feel like going out with me... lolz, poor me sia... although very the affected by it, but its ok i guess.... cause i think i am the one tat caused her to be like tat ba...

hm... today saw something which i wish i didnt saw it in the first place... tat really tear me up...
anyway... tok to her half way through, she off line le.. haiz.. i guess i did it again le...

2004-10-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel like got a lot of things to blog abt..
cant sleep anyway, also not much mood ba...

hm.. well... today actually got gd news wan to tell dear wan.. but maybe not in the right time ba.... today while walikng back to class, miss low my teacher say tat i done very well for my ca in my BFD( business fundementals), i was the top 3 scorer in the ca.... i was so happy lor...
never expect my self to do so well de....

also i didnt really know how to answer some questions also... but the results are sure shocking...
really wan her to share the gd news with me.. but dear are not to herself... but its ok one.. can always tell her another time....

wel.... today i seem to be very weird.... tearing a bit while blogging... some more i am smiling... wad the hell man.. lolz... was i under too much stress or wad??? who knows....

2004-10-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

well well well... long time no blog le...
just don seem to be able to keep my fingers down on the keyboard...
maybe i scared of it le ba..

cause haf been facing it for some time le.. doing all the project and all ....
haiz.. life is so like unpredictable ba...
everything seem to be fine at this moment of time and yet at another turn, it turn bad....
haiz.... just like haf a big fight with dear a few days ago...

cant and don wan to remember wad started it... but maybe i too slow inprocessing and too cold le ba.. tats wad i think i can think of.... haiz...sometimes, i really wonder, wad makes me???
i really wonder wad are the elements in me.... but i do think tat i lack of some elements ba....
not gd at cheering ppl up.... always get things wrong....

yup.. i thinks maybe tats it ba.... but my actions is it too meaningless or wad... i always seem to do things only after ppl tell me wad to do...
my dear even got to tell me how to cheer her up... haiz...
so sad sia... life is just another long and painful process of learning ba...

2004-09-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

well... u know every time when we eat right? u know wad is one bad habit dear haf???
she always like to give me her share one...
so mean rite??? like tat i will be fatter leh.... then not cute already....

one example is tat today she cook de alfredo, some noodles like stuff....
not bad leh... the taste... i like it... but a bit the too cheesy ba...
but over all , i rate it a 4 ba... over 5...
hight leh... then she and i haf one serving each... then she went for another one.. but leh... she gave half to me... see... but i don mind at all one lar...
cause i a gd and happy eater mah...

anyway, as long as my dear is the one who give me her share, i don mind eating anything... cause i just don mind at all.. lolz

2004-09-26T22:53:00.000+08:00

today leh, i wake up at 9 like tat, cause my mum say they all wan to go bugis... hehe... then i waited till like 11 plus like tat then they tell me tat they don wan to go agian....
wad the hell sia... cheat me again.. sian lor.... u know how hard it is for me to wake up so early or not...
then they just say don wan to go... haiz.... they aeroplane me again...

dear and i went to have branch at the wet market there... long time never eat there le... so kind of like miss it... then after tat we bought back some for her bro...
so wad we do today leh...
frankly speaking, nothing much... watch dvds again... lolz... this time watch mean girl...
this show not bad i must say.. got alot of meaning inside it... quite funny also...
i only like tat part where they got the characters run over buy bus.... something like scary movie 3 le... lolz

today i went home around 5.30 like tat.. cause don wan to go home tat late also my mum won like it... but who cares... lolz... just wan to avoid mouth war with her... although i always win...
hahahah... wad a evil son she haf...

2004-09-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

sat we woke up at 11.30 like tat... and not me alone hor.. everyone.... lolz... so this time i not the sleepy pig le... hahahah... this is so happening...

so wad we do on sat leh????
not much lar... normal eating, watching dvds and bla bla bla...
cause the more impt thing is tat at night going to my house for steamboat mah...
lookinh forward to it sia...

we left dear house around 4.15 i think.... reach my house around 5 plus, cause we went to buy some thing at ntuc at bukit timah there... hehe...
when we reach my house there leh, we saw my parents having their walk down stairs,
then my mum ask us go up to eat, then i was like u all eat le meh???
then my mum tell me tat she never prepare steamboat....
i was like so sad sia... no steamboat leh... wtf... she cheat my feeling lor... some more i ask dear along also, make me feel quite bad abt it...
haiz.....

after the dinner leh, i went to dear house again... hehe.. send her back mah... then too late le so stay at her house again lor... she turn in quite early cause she tired ba i think...
so i stay up till quite late cause watching jacky chan show... not bad lar... but too long le i guess...
after tat i play games for a while before turning in...

2004-09-26T22:36:00.000+08:00

hehe...
friday leh, i went to meet dear for midnight show, we went to watch resident evil...
the show was so worth it lor, i don mind watching it again and again and again... so nice ok...

the show was so exciting from the start till the end....
i like tat part when the freak came in.... he was like so cunning lor... ppl shot him he not happy, he bazuka ppl back... so cheap sian... then he like cannot be shot to death one.... tat is cheap of the cheap sia... like tat play for wad... lolz....

the show lasted for about 90 min but it don seem to be lor... something like 2 hrs plus plus...
after the show, we bought supper back to her house to eat.. hehe.... dear bro was back by then le.... but we got buy more lor so every body get to eat... after tat we watch some show before retiring to bed...

2004-09-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

hm.....
i think i decided to blog maybe once in 3 days....
lolz... not i too lazy... but got to think of the gd things to write ma.... if not ppl read this blog will be so sad, then i will be a sinner....

hehe... friday i went for bowling training.... lolz... super looking forward to it lor... tat day only me, hong, shawn, vince and eve went... we reach about 2 i think... after tat we just bowl straight lor... my score as usual is lousy one lar... hong hong first game was gd lor... 202 leh... but the rest of his games leh... not tat ideal.... vince average... evev play for a while only... but shawn leh... cause got to wait for tim to come return him his money leh, in the ned wait until 3 plus also did not see him...

the guys left first cause i still got to go meet my dear later.... so i decided to go play again by myself ba...
as usual, i play three games... but this time leh, i made some inprovements hor... my average for the games was 115, and some more i got 152 for my best score.... lolz... so happy...
but all this would not have happen if i didi not change my position... hehe.. going for some more secret training on myself ba...
lolz....

2004-09-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

today as quite a slow day, cause i got to walk slowly lor... real pain down there at my ankle....
all beacuse of basketball... but no choice lor... the only thing to do during break... cause the others activities need to rent ball and bla bla bla....

then today got marketing ca... got quite a lot to study but in the end leh.. only a few came out.. the rest is all like common sense like tat... but quite a long answer leh... write till mt hand mear break also... not better than lit ba...

hm... just now chat with dear on the phone... she seem to be like dame sian... or rather she is feeling sian.. cant eem to arouse her interest in anything... maybe after a night sleep will be fine ba... but nvm.. since tml friday le... so sat can spend the whole day with her.. morning go out and all.... then come my house for dinner.. then go to her house then we shall have supper lolz....
so pig of me to think of tat sia...

i think later go send her a card to cheer her up.. but must choose something gd one lar...hehe...

2004-09-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

lolz...
this week kind of like busy with ca and all... haiz...
so sian... can even do wad i wan to do at home....

wed so bad luck lor... when i play basketball, i sprain my ankle again.... so sian lor...
this time is like realyy done it le... i can heard the bone crack leh... ouch...
then now choice i got to go home a bit earlier cause go see the doc mah...

the treatment and the rest cost abt 20 like tat... kinda ex but no choice lor...
then got to go see him again... at least not tat bad le ba... since this time can really rest but i think i won ba.. i hardly can sit still for a moment...

if i sprain my ankle again, i guess i deserved it ba... lolz...

2004-09-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

today monday... yeah... finally get back to sch.. but sian lor... so many things to do sia... some more bad things are bound to happen.marketing teacher say tat my grp project got something wrong and missing so got to redo tat part.. sian lor.. first thing in the morning leh.. at least tell me later or wad lar...

then when having accounts lessons, teacher say tat i fail my ca... bingo lor... siao liao like tat.. so i tell myself from tat time is tat cannot sleep in his lessons le... lolz..

then the rest also got no gd business ba... all so impt tat i cant bear to sleep in class although the weather makes me feel like... then in the after noon, chris call me, ask me if wanna join them for steamboat... how i wish i can got.. but tml got impt paper for me leh.. cannot afford to fail tat one lor...

dear, i am so sorry tat i cannot go today with u...
sorrie.. dear.. don be angry ok?
muacks

2004-09-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

sun was my 47 months anniversary with dear...
hehe, how mths flies... lolz... how i wish tat the mths will be years.... by then will be lao fu lao qi le... but not tat easy lor.. so got to work hard to the goal...

hm... dear came to my house to have dinner.... but before tat i go pick her up lar... we went to NTUC for a while cause she insist on buying something for my dad... but its ok one lor... my dad just only wan her to join us for dinner...

then when we reach my house, my dad was like saying tat we go out eat, but i don wan..
1) too lazy
2) too far
3) my dad cannot eat tat much when outside...
so i and my dad argues for a while... heaven help me by showing some signs to stay at home...
heheh, then in the end, dear , me and my mum we went to buy the food..

but it was like too many ba... 7 dishes leh.... and also not to forget tat i ask my sis to buy sting ray... lolz... so 8 dishes lor... eat until so full man... my dad also... but so did we finish the food???
of course lar... got me the bottomless pit leh....

8 plus i send dear to the bus stop, although we got a mini arguement at the later end of the day, we still manage to pig pass it... lolz...

happy aniversary dear....

2004-09-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

sat went to the class outing...
quite sian abt it ba...
carry so many things there alone...
then help me also don wan.... now tat is when frens are for.... but no one came to my rescue....
lolz... anyway reach the pit around 4..... then rest for a while before starting the fire...

the whole bbq was quite fun ba... cause we really chat alot of things with our teachers and some more our section head join us for volley ball game also... then my ex class advisor also came.. so happy to see him again.. he gave to my gang of pals some book marks from the mummyfied country... cute and nice also...

then around ten plus like tat leh, all teachers went back le.. only left some of us...
we ton at east coast there.... but sian lor.. tot got something to do, tats y i stay... but nothing much also... still got to walk from pit 61 to pit 20++ near the mac there....
bloody far leh... cannot take the tireness, i slept till 6 like tat before going home by cab...

2004-09-19T10:22:00.000+08:00

A Moment Like This

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me?
Would you agree?
It's almost that feeling that we've met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
when I tell you love has come here and now

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happeneing to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender I can't explain
I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can't we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happeneing to me
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all?
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this...

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this..
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Some people search forever for that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it's happeneing to me

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment, a moment like this...
Oh I can't believe it's happening to me..
some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

2004-09-18T16:11:00.000+08:00

happy early 47th mth annnnnniversary dar! (",)

2004-09-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

sunday will be our anniversary le...
come to think of it, after tat day and one more month, it will be four year tat we get together.. so fast leh.. don even think of tat myself...

but sad to say leh, on tat day she got exam or rather tat 2 weeks she exam...
hm.. so how to celebrate leh.. i haf no clue, but some how will think of one de, don wan to let her think too much just let her concentrate he exams cause second year le.. very impt...

wad shld i buy for her leh???
hm... i think i know wad to uy or wad to do le...

god oh god...
i am in nedd of help now, wad shld i buy or do leh???
hehe... lolz...

ah men

2004-09-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

today friday....
but i got friday blues...
feel super sian and lousy today sia...
shawn came in the morning for a while... then after tat i drag him along with me to go bowl again...
haiz... don ask abt the score... lousy is the word to describe it all the time man...

later after tat just go home lor...
dear went to hard rock cafe today with her pals, feeling lonely down here... hehehe...
but its ok one lar... she hardly get to spend such gd times with her frens so let her off for one day lor...

when i reach home till now, play muonline .....
although i loe the game... but no mood to play properly leh...
i see ppl i kill ppl... now ppl see me, ppl kill me...
haiz...

feeling like drowning myself in bed and sleep the night off... but later still got to wait for my sis...
sian man...
tml class bbq... hope tat at least will be quite fun lor...

2004-09-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

yesterady got doc appointment...
still the same old thing sia...
also very ex... if include the medicine, haiz.. worse...

later meet dear for lunch...
we went to junction 8 there...
we ate at the taiwan snack bar... try two out of the three dishes there....
the chicken cutlet was superb, but quite bland to me leh...
the oyster mee sua even worse.... not nice at all lor...
the one at expo one is better...
come to think of it, suntec now got food fair le...
hehe... going to save up to go there eat...

after the meal we went to watch douge ball...
super funny show sia... imagine u get hit at the balls area by a ball...
funny but super painful... OUCH!!!!!
the leads in the show also very cute, take white goodman as an example...
super er xin... super mcp... super zi lian..... but if don have such a horrible guy, the whole show will have no kick at all....

after the show, we went to grass root club to bowl...
just me only.... still the same old thing lor... average score still so lan....
haiz... few more weeks to competition...

2004-09-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

hm..
this week spend some gd times with my dear...
last week end spend two whole days with her at her house...
so enjoyable lor....

sleep till late late before she wakes me up...
then we lunch together.....
although these two day spent almost have the same routine...
but it was really quality time spent...
watching movies together... play PS2... go shop around night market...
bring the dogs down...
seems like we are practising for our married life...
so song man....

yesterday even better....
send her back home after sch...
then go lunch and all...
when at her house, laid down on her lap,
she remove my moustach one by one lor...
slowly and carefully... cause cant bear to hurt me wad.. hehe...
although was quite boring... but it is so sweet...
don u ppl think so...

this fri day is all ladies night for her...
go out with her frens to orchard...
how i wish i can go..
but do i have to dress up like a lady to join her..
but how to...

then sat leh...
although looking forward to the class outing....
but now suddenly don really wan to go le...
just lose tat feeling lor...
maybe just hang over for a while then go find my dear for night movies and supper....
hahahah...

2004-09-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

so when is the last time i seen or heard from tat idiot???
cant be bothered to count the days...since now holi le then thinking of having more bowling sessions with them...

then he is the star player lor...
so got to go wad.... he stand a gd chance to win lor...
then he also sian sian like tat...
always sticking with her....
at least go for some training lor....

haiz... don wann to tok abt him le...

god, pls make sure tat he work to death
ah men....

2004-09-15T22:15:00.000+08:00

haiz...
today wad a boring day....
so sian man... nothing much to do....
also today raining dogs and cats...
cant even go out in peace....

tml going to see doc for follow up...
come to think of it.... it been years tat i got fits...
donno spend how much on my med and all le...
but nvm, health is more impt....
also i got a very supporting dear along my side
and not to mention my family and my frens....

2004-09-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

haiz haiz....
this week holi already...
st first was looking forward to it one...
but now don know like beri sian leh.....

maybe is like thay all neber come look for me for quite some time le ba....
last time at least they will come to stay lor...
now is like not even their dust can be seen....
haiz....

eve and vince couple so cant really blame them...
so its ok....
shawn is like tat one lar....
his mum too strict on him only...
tim...
don tok abt him le....
then the remaining two leh....
f them lar...

now he only got time for her...
where got time for us man....
last time do anything or wad also got tell...
now not even a single shit is told....
now wan to look for him also so diff....
call him not at home...
hp no also not constant....
haiz... forget it le lar...
super sian and disappointed with him man...

god might as well *ahem* him....
ah men...

2004-09-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

well well well.....
if i don blog some more, my dear will kill my ass le....

today went to meet dear for lunch...
when we met, we totally haf no clues to where we wan to go...
so in the end we went to haf lunch at some plaza before going to her house....

we watch passion of the christ together...
quite boring and also beri sick lor...
u can really see the flesh coming out leh...
so sick sia... but very interesting also...
hahahah...

than later wan to blog at her house one...
but don know y cant get to log in properly lor...
so sian, so got to wait when i reach home....

today wan to go home through a diff way...
so i took a bus to bukit timah and change bus to go home...
on the way home got the night market...
hehe.. can buy wad i wan le...
went to search for the malay crackers and bought some...
but this time super hard to chew man... so sian...
cheat my feelings leh...
so no choice lor...
tml afternoon i go buy some more....
hope tat this time i will get to buy better ones...

2004-09-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

finally man......
my cute but not tat cute sis finally paid the bill liao le....
so finally can use internet....

haiz...
but still got a lot of things to follow up lor...
projects, ca, cca and many others lar...

but of all times why the net haf to be stopped when i feel like blogging???
not fair to me leh....
during this time got to run here and there to find net to use...
no choice lor
got to do project man...
haiz haiz....

today is so so so shit for me man...
study for the wrong test.....
siao liao le lor...
today e com test...
but i study accounts!!!!
WTF!!!!
so saded for me sia....

haiz... my dear dear wan milo...
yet i cant make it for her....
if only i just live beside her block..
then wad she wan i can help her do liao...

but everyday see her also not tat gd....
wait the feeling will go numb de lor...
then like tat it will be such a daily work le...

so right now
i like the present state...
although i saty quite far away from her....
but i really don mind take bus or train to look for her lor...

2004-08-23T21:07:00.000+08:00

this part is for my dear dear only...

i know u are working very hard for ur common test ok???
but try to get through this week lor....
although today u may have a bad start, but don let tat get u down hor....
i will always be there for u to help u get back on track...
so even if u fall hard, i will be ur pillow and support...
so work hard dear...
muacks!!!

2004-08-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

lolz....
so when is the last time i blog le har....
hahhaha... dear is going to kill mi so so soon if i don write something down...
for the past week plus plus, i cant really remember wad happen
so won tok much abt it
lets start form today....

today quite a tough day in class...
fo i am actually trying to listen to wad my teachers got to say...
see i so hard working now....

break time didnt really eat much,
for i need to go and have extra lessons for my BFD....
so sad man...
so end up playing bb with hong they all...
not for long ba... around 30 min like tat...

lessons end at 4
but cause got extra lessons for mi and shawn, stay until 5 like tat...
haiz... so sian man... still staying in sch when every one is home sweet home...

2004-08-21T12:50:00.000+08:00

++ update u dumb pig.. lol`++

2004-08-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

i upload a new song for u le.. dumb pig.. endless road - lin jj... hmph`

2004-08-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

tuesday.....

went to dear house to fix the com lor.....
reach around 11 plus one....
heheh.....
then later meeting dear and mum for lunchie...

dear got to buy medicine for her dad...
then waited for quite long at the poly there.....
so mum and i went to the poly to meet dear...
then after that we went to S-11 there to eat the western food...

so nice man... and so big portion also....
eat till so full....
we went to dear house later...
mum was like enjoying herself with jacky lor...
hahhaha... but her shirt got coated with fur sia....
woot....

we help jacky to shave also...
so poor thing sia... but with the fur shave,
indeed it is better looking le lor....
so much better sia....

went home around 5 plus with the cpu....
so heavy sia..... not taking cab... cause it is so ex lor....
so take train home...
then so lucky sia... met my sis half way through....
then like that i got some one to help mi carry some things also....
then when i reach home, i have been using the com till now lor....
hahahhaa....

2004-08-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

monday

today is like home day for mi...
went out for so long liao...
so staying at home to keep my parents accompany lor....
anyway dear also have test the next day...

so don wanna to disturb her lor....
see i so gd to her rite???
hehehe.... anyway try helping my sis to fix the rom she just buy....
but in the end...
i cant even use the com at all....
so no choice i got to go to dear house to ask his bro to help mi fix it....

so planning to skip tml lessons to fix the com.....
haiz... so sian.....

2004-08-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

sunday

today going to the dome again to watch the fireworks....
last time went liao... but not clear....
so this time make it a pt to go early lor.....

reach there abt 7 like that.....
heheh.... then walk like siao before we got a place to sit....
the view was just nice lor....
by then the place is like so crowded liao....
hahhaahh.....

when closing to 8, the whole place is flooded lor....
hahahah.. even the expressway also jam with ppl...
cars cannot move at all.... cause all is waiting for the magic 8.30pm....

8.30 reach liao...
then the show started....
hahahaha.... so happy man... see so clearly....
then got tape it down also....
so happy!!!!!
really fantastic lor.....
so beautiful and nice.....
but only got 5 min.. so sad sia....

anyway.... after the show.... move our way through the crowd to marina square.....
we waited like siao to buy BK... then cause got too many ppl,
so we went to a near by bench to eat lor....
then after that send dear hope before i went hope...

really enjoy myself today man.....
hahahah....

2004-08-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

saturday....

hm.... wad did i do on this day with dear????
oh yar....
went to see dear father's boss
cause coming fri going to help out at the stall to earn some $$....
hehe...
but going to miss eve b day celebration, so a bit the sad lor....
but i will have a present for her one lar...
hahahah....

then after that went to shop shop around with dear lor...
went to this shop where they sell a pair of pants...
black one.... long and punky.....
dear went to try it and really nice lor...
but the price a bit the steep....
heheheh.... so sad....
so didnt buy it in the end....
but don worry lar...
will see it again rite??? hahahah

2004-08-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

friday

national day celebration.....
went to sch early with tim they all.....
cause got to prepare for the model stuff lor....

so gross lor....
they make up for mi sia....
in the end they kind of like give up cause i too tanned liao....
but not my fault rite????
hahahah... worst thing is that the lip gross that they apply for mi.....

my lips like turn purple like that.....
OMG..... how u expect mi to go out sia....
anyway, they change it for mi in the end....

the event went quite well....
very stress cause like got hundred plus plus ppl there lor....
then after that went to help out at the stall out side the office there....
calss got a stall there....
business is not bad lar... making some money...
but the thing is that we are enjoying ourselves a lot....

hehe... bought choco apples for dear daer...
cause meeting her later mah....

2004-08-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

well well well......
so many days liao....
hahaha, cant help it... when to dear house to saty from fri till sun...
so miss out blogging le lor....

2004-08-04T23:52:00.000+08:00

take care with lurve =)

2004-08-04T20:30:00.000+08:00

okie..... i now remember wad i wan to write abt liao.....
monday dear and i chat over the net....
normal as usual lor.....
asking each other how the day getting on and all...

then before i wan to go off line, dear say she wan to tell mi something......
well.... some how i know wad she wan to say....
so i ask her is it some one wan to go after her or other related stuff.....
then she say yes....

well.... i am not surprised lor.....
she is so lovely and nice.... if not how she get mi....
hahahha....
i was expecting her to like say the guy is one of the classmates or wad lorr......
but the thing is but she say its the daryl guy.....

hello..... i hate that guy lor......
she carried on....
she say that that moron went to her sch there to meet here for lunch lor.....
then she went along with her frens to meet him....
then he gave her a cd and a soft toy....
then also wan to take pic with her using his phone....

when she finish saying or rather as she was saying.....
i was like hoppinh mad and pissed already lor....
not the first time liao....
and some more got a gf liao....
wad the heck is he thinking man...

anyway.. typing some more of him down the blog will make my blood boil....
so end of the fed up day act....
hahahah...

p.s
he is already pissing mi off to the core....
god hope that he don make mi see him on the street....
hahahah

2004-08-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

now... part 2 of wad i left off yesterday......

really don know wad to say....
heheh... mainly is that i forgot all abt it liao....
anyway dear and i kinda make it up liao....
hahahahahah..... so weird rite????

sun we planning to go see the fire works again
so hope that this time nothing will go wrong lor.....

2004-08-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

super super long time never blog le....
these few dyas are so tired for mi man.....

sat went to have dinner with dear dear and hong they all....
we meet at amk there at 7plus for steam boat....
all is well... nothing really special happen after the dinner....
then i send dear home before i wen to home....

sun meeting dear to go watch the firework show at marina there.....
got ask tim they all to go also....
dear ask francis along also.....
then in a group of 6, we reach there around 8.05....
by then there are like thousands of ppl there le lor...
so crowded man.....
still managed to catch some of the show.....

after the show we went to the hans there to eat....
at first wan to go BK one
but too many ppl....
but hans there also not that much place...
9 plus the able to oreder the food....

by then the mood among us was a bit the strange
but its ok lor.... don really wan to make it worse...
maybe its because everyone is tired after all the walking and waiting lor....

dear and i haf a mini fight again....
it seems that i don really know how to make ppl happy.....
so got any books to recomend?????
hahaha....

anyway.... later part of the story will be publish tml.....
i go nite nite le....
hehehe

2004-07-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

today a super tiring day for mi.....
cause got to rehearse for the national day event...
then some more got bowling leh......

today attendance is a big flop man.....
only less then 15 turn up.....
sadded lor... some more year one ppl one a few came.... haiz......
so got to work hard with the ppl that i haf now lor....

anyway tml will be going out with dear dear for movies,
then night dinner with my frens they all... heheheh....
long time never go out with guan yuan le lor....
hehehe...

looking forward to tml meeting with my dear......

2004-07-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

i love u too much to wan to cry

dear dear ask mi to remember this sentence,
although i don really understand wad it mean,
i guess i roughly know... hahahah.... know already also don wan to tell my dear dear....
provided that i know lar....

muacks to my dear and all my frens....
god bless...

2004-07-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

so cute man....
dear dear and i are like having a saving marathon....
each of us now have a $ limit of 5 per day.....
the rest of the day's pocket money got to go to the bank.....

hahahahah.... so cute rite???
then if we got exceed the limit, we will tell each other and all lor....
then will complain here and there.....
hahahha.... very the cute and the funny....

dear, love u so so so so so much.....
so hang on for saving ok???
hehehe.... muacks....

2004-07-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

today is quite another slacking day for mi....
yea... but it seems like every day is lor...
hahahha...

anyway today for the first time in history....
i went for the slut;s lesson.... and the best thing of all....
i did not sleep at alll.... and some more take down all she say.....
hahahhaha.... wad a surprise man...

went home quite early today......
another surprise also....
hehehe.... long time never reach home before 6 liao....
hahahah...

anyway.... my saving up is quite ok lor.... only thing is that every friday got bowling.
so will exceed the 6 dollar limit i set for per day.....
so now got to decrease the limit to 5 per day lor....
if get worse, 4 per day also will happen.....
hahahah....

2004-07-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

today super sianz sia....
tim paper plane mi.... never come for the bball game....
sadded lor.... then got no mood to play...
in the end we lost like siaoz.... 11 to 2 lehz.....
so f*** sad lor....
sianz man....

then today was helping eve with the national day thingie...
then help until quite like man....
dear msg mi aroung 5 i think,
saying that she going to bugis with her fren....
hehe.... a bit the saded but nvm....

haiz.... tired not say tired but kinda og like sadded lor....
by who leh.... the stupid wennie duh....
i was like really wan to watch I.Robot....
then was already wan to kip 2 lessons to go watch it....
then she of all things kept on asking mi not to go...
come on lor... i told her in the face so many times liao that i wan to watch....
then later i saw that hong face a bit the sianz sianz then so i neber go lor...

so f*** up ok??? she don wan to watch thats her F***ing thing lor....
if not for peng and the others, i will not really F*** care lor...
haiz... sianz....
blog oh blog.....
i pity u so much.....
cause i now seem to like to vent my anger on u....
hahahha

2004-07-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

dar i miss you, pls take good care of urself, we shall save together, and dun starve urself hor, even though i noe u wun. hahah` can't wait to see you =)

muacks`**lUrVe_`^

2004-07-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

today super shag for mi man.....
play bball with peng and shawn with another team.....
they are pro one lor.... but still we managed to make them super sianz....
hong and i keep on scoring on 3 pointer lor....
in the end still lose....
hahaha.... but a gd game... really....

today save up again....closer to my goal liao....
hahahhaah.... so song sia....
but a bit the xiong leh....
but no choice, cause wan to buy the gundam show.....
ask from my mum can.... but not that gd lor.....

anyway things are better between dear and mi liao....
i think thats how things shld turn up between a couple lor....
got anything just tok it out.... then after a while will be ok already.....
haiz... cannot stay up till so late....
cause tml until 5 leh..... sianz....
night my ppl....
and i miss u my dear.....

2004-07-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

now listening to F.I.R songs that dear dear sent mi.....
listening to them for like..... 3 wks plus plus????
anyway got to admit that they have superb songs....
all very nice like fly away and bla bla bla.....

now really saving up to buy something which i really wan lor...
gundam seed whole series...... 54 buck leh.....
compared to if u buy the all 4 parts, its like 108 lor....
save up to like half the amount......

that time saw it with dear.... then she say she lend mi the money to buy it....
but i rejected it no matter how much i wan to borrow from her lor....
wait later she not enough money to spend also die....
hehe...
anyway its ok one lar.... really..... now every day save at least 4 bucks....
15 days like that shld be enough le lor....
haiz.... hard but no choice....
hehe....

2004-07-26T20:26:00.000+08:00

super long neber blog le....
tired man...
really lor.....

sch seem like haf never ending things to do....
so sian man...
so maybe will cut short everything i wan to say lor...

today long day in sch...
but quite slack lar... mi as usual will always sleep one lor....
sianz man
got project to do lor...... like now got a few at one shot come out...
but nvm still got to do it man...

2004-07-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

today kinda suck for mi....
haf a big fight with dear dear....
got hit in the face by ppl....

haiz.....
i didnt forget abt how dear dear help mi with the cca fair lor.....
i was like having the draft in the blog liao...
planning to publish it today...

but nvm.... i overlook on this part...
haiz.... really don know wad to say now....
just feel very sad now..... now wad i can do is to pray for a gd talk with dear lor
better to talk face to face.....
like that more easier...

2004-07-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

today we went to play pool after the cca fair....
then half way through the game, mother call....
say somethin happen to my elder sis....

my sis got touched and hit by this FUCKING bastard while crossing the bridge...
my sis at first got fight back...
then that MORON tried to hit my sis....
then after a few blows, he only managed to give a slight punch on her chin....
then he walk away liao....

my sis went back home crying and told my mum wad happen....
then after that they went to report to the police and bla bla bla....
if my sis can managed to catch a look of that guy, it will be easier liao...

so pissed off when my mum told mi the news....
ar!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait to lay my hands on him!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-07-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

today is cca day....
expecting it for a long time liao...
cause it is my first impt job when becoming the president of the club....

everything was quite well....
got a few ppl came and sign up the moment we setup the stall...
but the response is not of wad i expected....
only abt 60 ppl join the club....
i was like thinking of 100 ppl...

but at least i managed to scout for around 3 female bowlers for the club....
hehe... like that my gals team is kinda complete....
guys got a few also....
but don like one of them....
cause he like so fuck proud like that.....

after everything is done, we all wen to central to walk walk...
eat laksa again.... the boss even give us extra ingredients for free leh....
then after that we go play cs and pool....

special thanks go to my ex-co members for helping mi during the fair....
also to my classmates who came down to help and support.....

2004-07-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

today meet dear dear for lunch at 2 like that....
so i skip some lessons lor..
hehe....

her sch nt bad lor.... big of course....
things are cheap down there also....
at least food is better when compared to my sch....
maybe going there next time to lunch also....
might bring my laksa gang along..

then after lunch went to dear dear house to print something....
fell asleep soon a rest on the bed....
sleep until 7 like that...
then went to photo copy stuff, have dinner then go home liao....

dear sleep early today... must have a tired day....
night dear.... sweet dreams to u...
muacks...

@>---

2004-07-19T21:11:00.000+08:00

today is my anniversary with my dear dear...
3 yrs and 9 mths liao leh...
so long sia...

time really pass by...
oct 19 2000, thurs, 3.45pm....
weather... hm... cloudy...

diff to ask her to nod her head man...
when ask her can or not,
she like keep quiet lor...
1 min... 2 min... 3 min....
when she finally say yes,
i didnt hear it and ask her to repeat again...
hehe... mean sia....

when she walk away, i grab hold of her hand...
fearing she will just "boom", then bye bye...
like that i will be very poor thing liao....

over the years while we are together,
there are times when we are really put to test....
times when we wan to give up....
but the more such things happen, the more our love deepens....
fights are common... but we will make it up through kisses and hugs...
never tired of hugging her for all these times,
never tired of kissing her all these while....
every time when we haf a fight, we are actually learning from each other...
and through learning, we are making our relationship better...

dear,
every time when i call u 'lao po', how i wish it will be true....
every time when we hug each other, how i wish it will last...
lastly...

happy anniversary dear...
hope that this blog will be as think as a book,
when we see it together years later down the road....
muacks!!!!!!!!!!
every time when we kiss each other, how i wish it will be forever...

2004-07-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

hehe...
quite some time never blog liao...
cause my dear cause mi to be lazy one....
hahahah...
sorrie ppl...

2004-07-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

today is a cooling day....
very shoik to sleep leh.....
went to sch as usual....

then for lunch, we went to central to eat the mini bowl laksa...
it was such a gd feeling man...
having a bowl of pipping hot laksa when the weather is cooling....
wad a life man....

anyway... later going over to tim place...
cause mr tan is leaving tml in the morning....
so sad man....
don really wan him to go one....

told dear abt it le....
she still seem borthered abt wad happen at home...
but its ok one...
tml meeting her so will haf a mean to cheer her up one...

2004-07-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

dear dear...
i am hoping one day u will smile again....
i don like to see u like tat...

at least try u if u cant ok???
i will still be there for u...
so don worry...
tian ta xia lai, wo bang ni ding...

so cheer up soon ok???
muacks...

@>--

2004-07-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

today haf a rough day in sch...
really feel very sucky...
then some more something happen to dear dear....
so it kinda make mi worse..

talk with dear dear on net just now...
she is feeling worse...
see her blog and u wil know...

tried to cheer her up and u know....
as usual.... not sucessful...
but don worry...
don give up is kinda my goal now... hehe...

SO MEAN!!

2004-07-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

hey.. u meanie. i only eat when im suppose to mah.. unlike u, ordered so much food frm jap stall in food court tt it amounts to 40 bucks.. diao` who more pig. hehe` thanks alot. remember to wear ur windbreaker to sch wor. =) or else u dong si..hee *grins*

how's ur day today? im feeling kinda sad.. he did something foolish again. y can't he ever think of us.. y can't he just nt be so self centered? spare a thought for the ppl ard him. he's such a freaking dumb moronic asshole lor. haiz. ugh. one fine day we'll most probably be in dire straits coz of him..

dar.. so sad.. haiz` very disappointed..

2004-07-13T20:32:00.000+08:00

to my dear dear...

pig... work hard ok????
try to rest wen u are supposed to....
and don eat too much....

remember to eat when u are suppose to ok???
today is a cold day...
so remember to cover urself with a blanket when u sleep....

also don get to close with jacky....
i don like it...hahahahaha
muacks!!!

@>---

2004-07-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

my mum taking care of a kid from china whose mum will be back soon....
he is such a pin in my neck man...

simple eng teach him like siao also cannot get it...
then als think that he is in china...
feel like kicking him back man...

but haiz..... wad to do... just for the few hundred bucks,
so got to bear with him for the moment lor...

anyway tml will be a long day again sia....
but still will work hard again man.....
so jia you ok????

wah.... some improvement....

2004-07-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

tiday again is a long day for moi....
but at least it is enriching for mi....

planned to save up the ten that i have in my wallet....
but end up spending 6... heheh...
but will still work hard on it...

2 more days then king Authur will be showed liao...
planning to see the show when i saw the preview....
so excited abt the show man....

anyway, just now in msn msg dear....
but neber receive a reply...
don know wad happen...
so calling her later ....

ThOuGhT fOr ThE dAy

2004-07-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

today although haf a long day, but its still ok...
as long as u haf something firm in ur mind and heart,
no matter how long the day is, it still will be short....

if u are sad, think of someone special,
it will cheer u up....
if u are lonely, think of the happy moments together,
u will no longer alone....

as long as we know how to cheer ourselves up,
life will be better....
as long as we never give up,
life will be better....
if we combine both together,
it will be even better....

day after sch.....

2004-07-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

today skip lessons.....
then went to central with my frens and all....

the kopitiam there got sell laksa for 1.5 dollar only leh...
but small bowl only lar....
small yet nice....

tim, hong and mi had a bowl first...
then after that we look at each other and but the second bowl...
super nice ok.... going to eat it again some fine day....

so who wan to go with mi and haf a laksa marathon????
hahahah......

monday blues....

2004-07-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

today going to have a long day.....
sch until 5 sia....
so sian....

first few lessons is quite ok lor...
then the last 2 hrs will be so fucked up for mi man.....
so i think i going to skip this 2 hrs....
go home or wad... just don stay in sch to listen to the bitch lessons...

so pain man.... didnt have lunch just now...
cause going to save up for bowling sessions....
haiz... still got so many stuff in the club to do....

blogging later...
tata....

2004-07-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

testing *grins*

Oh mY gOd!!!1

2004-07-11T22:14:00.001+08:00

well... stay overnight at dear house...
hehe... so happy man...

guess wad...
she bought for mi some chocolate...
super ex one... but super nice leh....
so smooth and bitter...
song sia...

have brunch with dear and chat and all...
went home around 1 plus like that...
a bit tired but still worth it lor...

hm.... i still wan to eat the choc...
hahaha...

beauty or pig???

2004-07-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

well.... at this pt of time, she is still sleeping...
hahahah.... don know whether to class her as a beauty or a pig????

Class Beauty:
she is beautiful.... everything abt her, even wen she sleep....
don seem to have worries with her when she sleep though....
maybe thats why she cn be so cheerful by nature...
hehe...

Class Pig:
can u imagine??? she shut her eyes completely after just touching her pillow like in less than 3 min lor...
even when her bro call her to wake her up, she didnt even bother to reply with a word or so....
so is this a pig or wad.... even i try to blast the music away, she don even seem to bother with it...
hehe

muacks....
love u dear....

this moment this time.....

2004-07-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

while she is still pigging in the dream land....
now take some time to do some blogging....

today with some of her help,managed to get more gd stuff into my blog...
nice right? we do together one leh....
hehe....

today her b day...
met her at her sch busstop there.... then later when to orchard....
down to taka basement there for lunch..... today so heng sia..
there got food festival.... eat until like crazy....

then later when to lido in hope for a movie but sadly no....
went back to taka basement there to munch more before we go back to her house...
she is still so pig man....
fell asleep soon after she touch her pillow....

hahahah

2004-07-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

the more i write something down, the more i won be able to stop myself from typing....
hahahahah..... feel like wan to tell the whole world every thing abt her

wanted to write everything down....
includiing...... how she drools when she sleeps?????
lolz... opps... hahaha
anyway those are meant to be within ourselves....

if i writ down anymore, she will kill mi one man....
then like that i cannot go into her room liao lor...
then i beri poor thing right????

now still don know how to break the new to her abt this blog....
although nt that nice ashers or her frens one....
but at least i tried to find out how to blog better...

hehe..

thought of the day

2004-07-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

today before sending dear off to the mrt, she kept on telling mi how much she miss mi and all.... feel so warm hearted by then....

feel so loved by her.....
u may nt know that if nt for her, maybe i won be wad i am today.....
just now don really wan to part away from her one...
but she got to go home to rest early lor....

if nt later she will be tired going out with the fishy gang....
just a few more hours to her birthday...
yeah.....

oh by the way, my father gave mi some money to bring her out tml to go and eat gd stufff..... amount is nt much lar... but still will be able to eat gd food cause got mi around mah....

day before her birthday....

2004-07-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

well....
although wad i wrote is not that much...
but thats all my mind can juice out from these past few weeks....

hehe.... today went to clementi central there with dear to eat...
both ate western food... nt bad lar the food... just not the serving is nt big enough only...

then after that when to the mrt station with her to send her home...
cause she meeting her "fish" frens for dinner later...
sadded man....

then today went to bowling with hong and vincent they all...
starting turns welll for mi... but the last round i lose out badly man.....
hahaah... still got to wbuck up on it....

personal feelings part 2....

2004-07-09T11:58:00.000+08:00

there are times when i really feel very f*** up...

well...
that D guy of course...
he is a moron ok???? a real one.... y cant he just jump off the building and die...
he think that he is a love saint and all...
one whom all gals shall love if he loves them....

don tok abt him liao le.....
thats is the only thing that still bugs mi abt...
how i wish i can get rid of him once and for all....
hahahahah.....

personal feelings part one...

2004-07-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

well....
how do i really feel abt her????
i love her, thats for sure....

she has been there for mi when ever i need her....
from the time when i first fainted to recently when my father went to hospital....
she may not be as beautiful as others
but who has a better inner side than her???

she may have expections but they are simple....
she may be wild but actually she is tame...
she nevers gives up on mi,
thats one thing i know....

i love her alot....
thats for sure...

fights....

2004-07-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

well.... if 2 pll are together, they bound to have fights and all...
how to reslove the matter between them is through mutal understanding between both parties ....

the two of us have fights which are uncountable....
but still managed to get it resolved...
it does not matter how or who give in first...

it is how opne thinks for the other...
if u love that person,
put urself in his/her shoes
think and try to understanding his/her stand....

birthdays....

2004-07-09T11:43:00.000+08:00

so far how many birthdays we have celebrated together????
let mi see.... too many i think...
hahahah...
every time i try to make or give something special for her...
first year is a box that i made it myself...
second year hm.... i forget liao... opps...
third year is a necklace that i buy for her plus a chalet... ex leh...
this year, i made this blog for her...
a review of our times together....
hehe...

major events part 2

2004-07-09T09:46:00.000+08:00

7th Jan 2001....
this day is where i got to go for my op....
i freaked out like mad man...
really wanted to give up one lor, but for my own sake, i still went for it....

the whole op took abt 3 hrs like that...
when i wake up, i was in the ward already.... very tired due to the sleeping gas that knocked mi out....

i saw my parents first and followed by my uncles and all...
then here comes the best part...

angela came with her friends and classmates....
abt like more than 10 ppl lor...
my uncles were like saying i super playboy sia.....
one by one they took turns to see mi...
angela was the last one....
then after she went out of the room....

she cried!!!!! oh my god man!!!!! she just burst into tears lor...
then everyone just look at her like that...
thats is when my parents get to know that now i have a girl friend....

woot..... dramatic but interesting process....
hahahahah...

major events part one

2004-07-09T09:38:00.000+08:00

just after we get together only after like 2 days....
we went to mac. reserviour there with frens and all to celebrate my exams is over...
god knows why i suddenly pass out on that day and had to be sent to TTSH...

well... the whole incident scared everyone out lor...
my parents are informed and bla bla bla....
list is so long...

hehe... it was that day that i have my first kiss with her at the ward there....
wat cause our kissing???? stupid game of truth or dare....
but thanks to it sia....

weeks after that i went to get my follow up on what actually happen to mi...
the doc say that i have a tumour like thing in my brain that is doing all the tricks....
shocked my life out lor...
imagine having something in your brain just like that....

i was ver sad lor... super indeed... cause have to go for operations on 7 of jan 2001, two days after my birthday....

when and where it happen....

2004-07-09T09:31:00.000+08:00

so lets tok abt how me and angela get together...
well.... itat time i was like going for one of her friend lor....
she was like kind of seeing the whole process...
some how, we get to know each other better by handphone and all....
slowly we even went out together but o fcourse in group lar...

time goes by and i started to have feelings for her....
shy by nature, decided to have a go by telling her how i feel towards her....
finally.... on 19th Oct 2000 at Xiao Gui Lin, time is 3.45pm....
after having some time alone with her by the side, i managed to pluck up my courage to tell her my true feelings abt her....

she paused for a while before replying mi with "Yes" but yet i still ask her "What?"
wad a jerk right??? hahahahah

so tats how we get together until now... hahahaha

finally man......

2004-07-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

today finally get everything that i need to complete this blog....
hopt that i will be able to finish it on time....
today later meeting her for lunch then don know wad to do already....
she going to meet her fishy friends to celebrate her birthday earlier....
then tml is my turn but she might have a field trip leh....
so still got to wait for her to confirm with mi lor....
hahahahah....

Yeah.....

2004-07-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

today finally managed to start a blog....
now i so happy sia....
can get to do a special gift for her....
thanks so much to eve and all...
hehe...